Unreached

(vi • iv • xxvi)

the things that once made me feel alive, which already required a certain kind of…twisted mind, no longer reach me the same way.
I’ve outgrown them. I just believed I could find my way back into something simpler and still be moved. Instead, it only showed me how shallow that was…the absence that follows when everything goes quiet, no pull, no aftertaste.

And I didn’t fully understand that until I could see the contrast, a body present with a mind that never followed.

Desire, for me, has shifted. Forever.
And if I didn’t know what it means to be reached

somewhere deeper..

I wouldn’t be here

feeling like this.