I really want to do more. Ever since coming back from that trip in Nevada end 2023 I have gotten worse. My appearance & mental health has been declining. Our home has leaks because of the skylights so this ceiling has black mold in which I sleep under. I don’t know if my decline is just genetics or actual the mold attacking me. But I really just want to go back to what I used to be. Post more often & look better. I want to move to heal. I want to be able to post more & eventually start streaming to play with others. Any advice or thoughts on this? Sorry for dropping sad stuff. I am very real with real issues. Not like other creators