it’s easy for this extreme-art to trigger feelings of insecurity and big self doubt. This last few months I’ve been reliving past trauma over and over via verbal and written documentation - with the intention of moving forward/ healing/ a slight chance of justice. So far it’s only given me a roller coaster of emotions, an unconvincing excuse to be inactive, made me more reclusive than usual and a number of severe headaches. Ideally I’d be strong enough to get fit, get involved in life and push past the defeatist mindset. Instead I feel too exhausted and jaded to try… again! NOT an ideal attitude or aesthetic, for getting nude and playing with myself in front of the camera. That said it’s still FUN when I do! I’ve no way of truly knowing if anything I’m doing is appealing/ worth $18US?! I see this space as an interesting challenge and financial help. However time is going fast and my body is aging rapidly. For now I’ll keep trying but I fully understand/ respect you - if you want to stop enabling me here. Big gratitude always. Love, Katie 🖤🌷