Post from Miss Love Heart · November 20, 2025

…as you may imagine I’ve become rather desensitised to feeling embarrassment/humiliation/shame - probably something to do with an alter ego or disassociation and calling it ART. Anyway over the years here, people have asked for extra-messy-content. I say “NO way” and then at times contradict myself and go over-the-top-gross. Obviously with me it’s also a case of having NO idea what usual-extra-messy is. I wasn’t fully trying to traumatise-you… it was creative-provoking. This week it’s been brought to my attention in the nicest possible way by about eight generous and very polite supporters, that firm-natural-not-too-crazy is the preferred. My words but my ‘painting-style’ isn’t a turn-on I’m guessing… more horrifying!
Apart from my lack of idea unfortunately I’ve bowel-issues-relating-to-surgery a decade ago. This means I’m not a candidate for proper-firm-products. I’m mortified. This whole experience has been me over-sharing, so I say it and move forward. I want anyone interested to know - I now get it but can’t deliver even if I change my mind on my boundaries occasionally. Sorry this is hard (I mean sorry I’m soft)😓🤎💘