What an absolute whirlwind of sucking and fucking my pretty pussy in a pearl thong. It’s getting to the point now where the place where the thong rest between my ass and pussy is so fucking sore from the elastic and the abrasion of pulling it to the side, that i feel like a huge whore. It’s amazing.

I’ve been reconnecting with so much of my old fan base, and they have had so many wonderful things to say… but i was also shocked to hear that some people PREFERRED me curvier. Interesting. I worked so hard to lose weight, and i feel very confident in my body now, but it just goes to show that this industry is very specific when it comes to what people like. someone else commented in the DMs that i look tired…. I’d like to see how he looks after 4-5 hours of deepthroating in the DMs!!! Haha.

I had an amazing time, and saw some of my FAVORITE regulars in my livestream today. I came four times after all the edging from my own DMs…. I feel lucky that i can be both sexually gratified and working at the same time. Not a moment goes by that i don’t understand and appreciate how lucky and blessed I am, but i hope you guys also recognize the hard work that goes into the discipline required to sustain this level of effort consistently. I really feel invigorated to be connecting with everyone.

I’ve been doing such a great job with the fulfillment of customs quickly and efficiently that i have personally made myself proud- i had struggled in the past under the weight, but after readjusting my prices and being honest with how much work load i can handle (and chugging sugar free monsters) i found a sweet, sweet flow (of my pussy juices) that went straight into my work. I even have a spreadsheet with an automated ticker that I CODED the formula to that determines how many hours have passed from the time of receiving the tip until now, and then i flag when it gets fulfilled so it’s like a mini game :3 i know you guys treasure these vids, so i hit a eureka moment when I segmented my time better to have filming hours and chatting hours and i am just over the moon at how sweet the flow is now.

I also used my Spanish today! it’s definitely a first to be using it in this manner, but I’m enjoying the ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED sound that dings in my head when i slut in my second language. Hehe.

I also thank god that i love porn myself, so i have an understanding of what people are looking for… i can’t tell you how many times I’ve rewatched the same vids bc they’re my trusted vids, and i know no weird shit is going to happen, just for me to secretly wish they somehow changed the scenes up between the last time i saw it and now. Isn’t that strange?! so i guess i too understand the desire for new content. This motivates me to keep making fresh content.

Thanks for giving me a space for my writing, it makes me feel like i can bring another part of myself into my work. I was able to hit the gym yesterday, and thank god i spent the past year working on my fitness level, because the positions i was bouncing and showing and moaning and holding were sooo much easier than they would have been a year ago for me to do. At one point during my live stream i had to fully engage my abs, quads, and hip flexors while leaning back and also focus on cumming (pelvic floor muscles) at the same time, and then i did it THREE MORE TIMES in the same session without any fatigue. Who knew slutting could be an Olympic sport?! I also wouldn’t be able to pull these crazy hours I’ve been working without the energy that comes from increased fitness.

Once again, i adore you guys, and now i will au revoir for the night ~