I get paid to be a fucktoy, sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass by random men. The objectification negates any necessity of affection, and if either party violates the terms of the arrangement, the arrangement is terminated, without need of explanation. Navigating feelings is never the arrangement.

…unless, of course, we are speaking of how I make your dick feel, along with the exhilaration you get from exerting tyrannical control over a human being that has consented to the status of property to be defiled, all for the sake of your sexual satisfaction, in which case: “feelings”.