Hey guys! As promised an update video about why it has been kinda hard to get in contact with me in last time. This is probably not important for most, so if you are only here for the content you can ignore this video since it's also quit long and boring🙈.

I kinda forgot to mention in the video what the actual reason was behind me not being available, because just saying I didn't find the time doesn't really justify it. Basically the conditions I'm talking about in the video gave me a high stress and anxiety level for the last few months and having the feeling that I always need to be available for people made it a lot worse. So to get better I wanted to take a small break from that, but a small break turned into a very long break and the longer it went the more messages, etc. I had to get behind which of course only made me postpone it more. At the latest when my psychiatrist told me how bad my symptoms actually are and that I should go to rehab I realized I really have to change some things in my life before I can get better, because rehab wasn't an option for me. And in this video I tell you about this journey and hope you can understand me. In any case, whatever you are here for- if you are reading this I am very grateful for you and thank you for all your support❤️. The future is looking very bright!