sappy post incoming and you dont have to read if u dgaf

anyways, I realized when I first started OF I was definitely a bit more "myself" and as I started gaining traction definitely in the past two years, I kind of shrank down into this very shy version of myself. I think I was just like scared of ppl thinking I was too much or weird? but like Its okay to be those things lol. like I have a wonderful personality with many interests and I feel like in a way I've been robbing y'all of the full experience out of being shy or scared. Like I've never had this many eyes on me ever! I was shy all throughout my life and extremely introverted so it's super nerve wracking, like even typing this out is nerve wracking, but I'm genuinely just ready to let go of what's weighing me down because I feel like I'm not really curating a community, and what I want more than anything is to be connected to you all and for it to feel like our corner of the internet, for all of us <3

Im gonna catch back up on messages next week and I just wanna say ilysm ty for reading <3