hi everyone! gonna just use the wall as a diary rq so read if you are interested or scroll past if not, idm! just want to take a moment to vent and be open.

I have had a very frustrating start to the year, it's often the case that I feel there's 'one thing after another' to manage or fix. I feel like I'm rarely just settled and regular with getting on with things, I often have random health ups and downs. The latest one is disordered sleep at the moment. I had a long period of sleepness nights and its swinging back in the other direction of heavy fatigue at the moment where I'm sleeping but my output is so low because my energy levels aren't really kicking in to a usable amount, i been like a zombie lately.

I feel like there's always something im fixing that is hindering me just being consistent and able to function at the level I would like to achieve the things I want to achieve, this just happens to be the most recent.

I had a couple of roleplay videos planned for valentines but sadly I had just been feeling too rotten in the run-up to get these done. I still have them penned in with the roleplays changed slightly to make them more general videos to enjoy anytime.

But yeah there's no real point to this post its mostly just a vent for me. I love hearing feedback from you when you're enjoying stuff I make, I love running this page so so much. It's truly the best thing and I'm always hoping for the times where I can output the things I want to make so I can give you guys the very best experience, the most fun and the best videos im proud of ;v;

also a gentle reminder ig that im always doing my best behind the scenes also to chat to you where I can to make sure we can connect (if you want to) so theres always plenty im busy with behind the scenes (its just me here!) incase it ever seems like im MIA or you are waiting a bit on hearing back.

appreciate yall so much gonna keep doing my best 💪 and i think ur the best, like truly the encouraging, sweet messages are super duper uplifting 🙏