im sorry for my inactivity ive been dealing with a lot of family/housing issues but im also busy with legal training so i can get admitted as a lawyer. my dad is severely ill and my parents are getting divorced. ik those arent really good excuses to not post im just mentally fragile #depressed

thank u for being so patient with me over the past year. after my manic episode (i have bipolar type 1 with psychotic features so cool, this was my first episode) and involuntary institutionalisations im only just now feeling like i can function like a human again. a month after getting discharged i made a hasty return to work out of sheer desperation since i was getting kicked out by my landlord and almost instantly burnt out again

i dont have a management team and i havent hired anyone to help me go through the insane backlog of messages i have. at this point any response is probably better than no response, even if its not from me - but i pride myself on being transparent and authentic. i dont want to defraud u guys. i appreciate u chose me as the person u wanna jerk off to and i dont want to palm u off to some underpaid worker who'll emotionally manipulate u

thank u for sticking around. im sorry for being a bad and unreliable content creator this past year - but in my defence i was consistent for 5 years and had no idea i was bipolar until i was actively in psychosis a year ago. im sorry ur experience has been suboptimal. i know some of u have waited months for a response from me and i will eventually make it up to u, i have already done this for some people its a slow process but i will get to u i promise

tldr: im genuinely sorry for the past year, but thank u so much for supporting me u guys are the reason i can afford to take care of my family and mental health. anyway here's me and anzu