Good news: I found all of my toys and I should receive a new toy in a few weeks that'll be exciting for me to use

Bad news: Depression and Trauma Triggers this week

Recent events have made me feel worthless. Stripped away everything I've worked hard for, especially in the last year. Showers are my safe place

All I can do right now is try to avoid doing anything reckless and let time heal my heart and mind. I'm deeply hurt and as much as I may try to push through with my mind, the rest of me needs to heal and I need to allow myself to have emotions and feelings. Not even beat myself up for feeling pathetic I feel for letting things get to me

Sadly this has ruined my libido and drive at the moment, but I'll be honest that I'm more afraid of my outgoings next month. If I don't produce content for you lovely lot, then I can't continue to pay this debt that's weighing over me and we all know how suffocating that is when we're disciplining ourselves. Takes time and effort to resist anything more than the odd low cost treat and I'm so proud of everyone for overcoming their hurdles, whether it's debt or anything else. Make the most of what we have without jeopardising ourselves

We enjoy OF content as a fun escape, get that dopamine and all those good cortisal reducing feelings! I'm always driven to make people feel better in whatever capacity I can in return because I know how tough things can be

And this is why I still try to offer as much nudity as I can for free. Even then promoting sales there's a cheeky teaser 💜 I try to be affordable within reason and thank you everyone for being so kind

What do you think my next sale should be? Any other suggestions comment here 😊