I might have gained a bit.

Last month was very sucessfull. We now get help for our struggle to improve our home and i get an household helper once a week. So i had more time to focus on all that stuff that stressed me out.

Which was pretty nice to see, lights up my mood and allowes finally to see our poly partner Nick again. Seeing each other after a long time really was wonderful. I missed him a lot and we celebrated that with a lot of food.

Seems i jojo my weight back. Since i was approved for health care and had an important appointment to talk about my situatuion, i might get an shower chair which i really need.

Standing still for 20 minites in the shower with that fat belly and butt really puts pressure on my hip. Cant wait to enjoy ahowering while sitting.

I just woke up today and after two days of raclette in the evening i wake up still digesting from the amount of food and somehow enormously hungry lol

Hope i can update more often now, since stress gets less and home improves!