About my mixed feelings
I’m spending this week with my lover, and of course my husband doesn’t know…
I’m exploring the city, laughing, eating good food, and letting him spoil me. I’m truly enjoying it.

But every time my phone vibrates and I see a message from my husband… my heart stops for a second.
My anxious brain starts making up all these horrible scenarios: “He found out,” “One of his friends saw me somewhere in the city,” and so on.

I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. I guess I just needed to get it off my chest.

It’s weird, I’m feeling so much pleasure and so much guilt at the same time.

Have you ever felt something like that?