Pre-threesome thoughts
Right now I’m on the train on my way to @lunaandpeter to get four days of sex, cuddles, eating, fucking and aall that good stuff.

And I’m just thinking about how calm I feel. Like yes of course I’m nervous: how the sex will feel, how we’re gonna vibe, but it’s the good _kind of nervous. _

And I think it’s because I’m going to a couple.

When it’s just some guy my brain gets waaay more tense. I start thinking stuff like:

“should I be more active in bed?”

“does he expect sex because he paid for everything?”

“should I cook something after coz Im a girl?…”

“should I give him some perfect blowjob so he’s satisfied?”

I know it’s not the best way to think like that but I kinda feel like i need to prove something. Do you get what i mean?

But with a couple I feel it’s different. They already made my bed, they’re waiting for me, they took care of everything, and all they want from me is to show up, relax, and enjoy whatever happens. That’s how it feels at least, just some good chill vibes.

Idk maybe I freak out too much when it’s just a guy… but I def love being the girl a couple invites.

It makes me feel safe and wanted at the same time!

And now I’m on this train, which is a bit delayed but that’s fine because I genuinely can’t wait to see them, relax, drink some wine, talk and kiss!
Aaahh the feeling ❤️