**Late night thoughts. **It’s 2am in France and I can’t sleep. Hubby’s asleep next to me, his stuff ready for his work trip, I packed him food for the morning. I should be sleeping too but I really can’t. Coz of the thoughts in my head.

If you ask me how I feel i will describe you that same mix of guilt and excitement I get every time I know i will do something forbidden. I hate it and I love it too much .

I know it’s not one of my wild sex stories now. Im just rambling here, overthinking, feeling some feelings 😅. but it feels super important to live through all of it, and also to share with you, if it makes sense .

I just can’t stop thinking about what this month will bring… a few trips and adventures, aaall the stuff I will never tell him about ofc.
Sometimes i look at my double life Im living and I still can’t believe how easily I switch from being that hot naughty shameless little slut to the peerfect, loving wife. and I really AM a good wife, Im sure hard to find 😂

Idk what I should write in the end. I needed to vent, and Im feeling better.

thank you for being with me and for reading to it all so I don’t have to hide myself from anyone ❤️