Hey guys! ♥️

I just wanted to jump on and apologise for being MIA.
I’ve had a lot going on lately, and mentally I am struggling at the moment :(

I know it’s hard for some of you to understand and you may just assume I’m this happy girl who’s got nothing else to do than be on here replying and making content, but please keep in mind I am only human. And I’ve spent a lot of the last month or 2 down in the dumps, crying, not my normal bubbly self.

And on top of feeling like trash, it’s so hard for me to not feel anxiety logging on here after some time off and people making me feel bad about not replying or sending videos.

Sometimes I just need to put myself first and take time off so I can deal with what’s more important. And that’s my mental health.
I have every intention of being back on here and replying to you all.

Please if you’re going to get angry at me, make me feel bad and honestly just make me feel worse than what I’ve been feeling for the last couple of months then please just remove yourself from my page

Things aren’t always roses and butterflies and I feel silly even opening up to you all and telling you this. But that’s the truth.

I’m not leaving the site, i just needed some time.

Ash x