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Maybe this is stupid if you can just have sex instead, but something about masturbating with a guy turns me on so much. I’ve only ever found two guys I wanted to do it with. I wanted to masturbate with someone to some porn together but he would say it makes no sense. Why do that when you can fuck? And I just couldn’t explain why the idea of not touching each other but watching how we touched ourselves made me go crazy with lust. Just getting turned on by watching each other touch our own bodies. There is a boiling point I guess? Seeing how long you can last without trying to fuck. I’ve reached it a few times on my own. Where I want it so bad but can’t do it yet. I edge, and stop, and just keep repeating. Once I cant take it anymore, I grab the biggest dildo I can and start pounding my own pussy. My pussy is a complete mess from squirting and creaming on my vibrator at this point so I need the dildo now. I need to feel full. And my eyes are begging for cock inside me at this point. If only he could see my eyes when I am like this. This is where I start to use my words and beg for it. Once I start to beg for cock, it’s past that point of no return lol but this can take over an hour of masturbating to reach this point. I can keep going over and over, multiple orgasms so it is no problem for me. I’ve wanted my other friend to catch me masturbating and join me too. But tat will most likely never happen. I might wear my silent vibrator to the party just to make myself extra horny around him though. Masturbate in front of him without him even knowing. I’ve worn my vibrator in public before. It is always so much fun but I have to keep it on a low setting so I don’t have an intense orgasm in front of people lmao imagine just a nice feeling in your pants all night long. The best part is when you get home, you're so excited, you bust a big one.