Good Morning and Happy Saturday! Oh, I'll tell you, I'm excited. Why? Well, it isn't fake energy that I can assure you. If you can't tell, I'm all, and I mean I'm all about what I do. At the end of the day, to create fantasy content in an anonymous way and be supported by so many - I am very fortunate!

You know, I will probably spend at least, 12 hours, most likely more than that, editing what was created over the past few days. And why will I spend that much time? Well, for one, I want to do a good job, as I have an eye for quality and hold myself to a high standard, but two, I genuinely enjoy what I do.

Now of course, I respect other people do not look at what I do in the same light. I've heard this "domain" called "sex work", but I see it differently. What I create is no different than a late-night episode on Cinemax or whatever premium channel. I'm an entertainer, an artist, and I create fantasy dreams, and the feedback I receive, you wouldn't believe. And truthfully, it either comes in three forms. The first is silence, which is totally ok, because when someone silently returns again and again, it tells me I'm doing something right. The second type of feedback are messages like the ones I so often share with you, like this one:

"Honestly, at some point I have to wonder how much is “you” vs playing a role. Not that it matters really because the KSWifey we get is, in a word, intoxicating. The voice, the lips, the body, and yes.. the very tasty ass alone should be enough. But add to that the obvious intelligence, wit, and depth of thought we get in “non-sexual “ posts and you become this waking dream of erotic perfection. It’s hard to imagine you any better and I’ve never even seen (most) of your face! Now, if by some miracle I ever get to witness you taking a real BBC well then all bets are off and I may have to reconsider the definition of “perfect “ all together. Anyway, I suppose that’s a long rambling way of saying thank you for sharing yourself, and your passions with us."

Thank you, by the way. And the third type of feedback is, "your sexy", "i wanna fuck u", "will you dominate me?", "can I get to know you better?". If you had to rank the types of feedback I receive, I'm sure you could quickly figure out the proper order! Not that it all isn't flattering, don't get me wrong, but imagine your favorite Hollywood celebrity or singer, and imagine if you got to spend 2 minutes with that person. Would you tell the actress how hot you thought she was? How you wanted to fuck her hard? Or would you come up with something else to say? While I realize I show skin, at the end of the day, just like an actress in your favorite movie, believe it or not, I'm a person too, just like you!

Which, again, brings me to mindset, and perspective. As you know, especially if you are one who is patiently and anxiously waiting to hear from me, as you are seemingly forever stuck on my production waitlist (my apologies), there's another approach, to which I do not subscribe. Believe it or not, I came across a post, just recently from a successful content creator who shared with her followers (and I'm going to paraphrase)...

"....I've procrastinated this really difficult custom for a while (should be spelled 'awhile', but whatever), now (laughing face). I have no idea why I put myself through this but I'm making myself film it today (notice the phrase - 'making myself'). I just hope it turns out ok! (speaks much confidence, doesn't it?). From now on I'm not taking on any customs where the scripts take 4 MINUTES to read..."

Like, if that was the custom that you were paying for, how would that make you feel, reading those words? If I was making your custom, and I posted that on my page, I would hope that many of you reading these words would walk away, because if you didn't...what the fuck? Would someone really want to pay for a lackluster custom product that was made with hope and resigned effort?

I don't know, in some ways, maybe I try too hard, and put too much time into what I do - I'm not sure. Based on the feedback, I garner that the majority of creators do not have the same mindset nor take the same approach as me - so yeah.

But want to know something funny? Have you ever noticed someone who is enjoying their job, or doing their job, better than typically seen? Like someone who is working a cash register at a fast food place and is just glowing, polite, has manners, looks you in the eye, confident voice, smiles, and is genuinely happy to take your order? And yes, would you like fries with that? It is sad that in today's world that kind of behavior has become so uncommon. It's like people have grown up thinking that they are owed this or that. And I'll tell you, once you feel you are entitled to something, then the rest will fall apart shortly thereafter.

Keep in mind, I'm not immune from my own struggles. The other feedback I've heard, well, I suppose it goes into that second point of feedback, is people enjoy when I share meaningful posts. A friend of mine equated what I've done here, my "bar" to the show "Cheers". Now I can't say I've watched a full episode, though I do know it is quite popular, but yeah. So with the drinks and the naughty, comes the atmosphere, which I hope is special. Or kind of like what this wonderful man wrote in response to an earlier message I sent him...

"Don't come to me because you want the ordinary, come to me because you want the extraordinary." I think you may have found a contender for a great tagline for your book jacket when you decide to write about your experiences as an erotic video artist.  There may come a time far into the future when you decide to move to other endeavors in your life  and that may be the time to write of the present years' experiences and observations using your nom de plume.  Very few have written about the industry, especially the new custom video/MV format, from an unapologetically artistic viewpoint.  If anyone has the talent to pull that off, it may well be you, KSW.  Of course, that is far into the future, because your many fans would absolutely hate to see leave anytime soon.  Take care and have a wonderful week, KSW!"

You as well, my friend, and here is to a beautiful weekend!

XoXo,

KS