I wanted to share this here first because you’re my safe place on the internet.

This birthday has been sitting heavy on my heart. It’ll be my third one without my dad, and grief has a way of sneaking up on me when I least expect it. I’ve been a little quieter than usual because I’ve been trying to process it instead of pretending I’m fine.

On Saturday I’m getting a small memorial tattoo for him. It’s simple, meaningful, and something I’ve needed for a long time. The artist was kind enough to give me a discount after hearing my story, which honestly made me tear up.

If you want to be part of this with me, I’m opening a little birthday tattoo fund. No pressure ever, but tips or a small Throne gift (throne.com/bbapplehoney) will go directly toward something that helps me carry him with me every day.

Thank you for being my constants. I’ll be more present after Monday. I just needed to feel this fully first.
**Actual mock AI image of my tattoo. It has deeper meaning than me-ets the eye. **