July 21, 2026 16:9 · Landscape

Outfits at 220 vs 250+
Lately, I've been unable to wear more and more items in my closet. I've outgrown so many things that fit well just two or three years ago.

I went back through my photos from 2021-2024 and pulled some outfits. I used to feel confident in these outfits, even as a 220-pound fat girl.

At 250 lbs? They barely fit. Jeans won't button. My belly spills out the bottom of my tops. Slowly, I've been running out of clothing that I can actually squeeze into. I knew I was getting heavier. But seeing the comparisons- the same poses in the same outfits- It's shocking how much fatter I look. 

_I worked so hard to get down into the 220s- more than once. _I lost 28 lbs in 2021 with strict dieting and exercise. That held for about a year. Then I exploded back into the 240s in only 3 months. I got serious again in 2022 and got down to 220 by August of 2023. Only to be 246 again in 2024- with my weight steadily creeping back up since then.

This video sees me trying on 17 outfits that I wore confidently in my 220s and 230s. See for yourself how much of a struggle it is for me to squeeze into them and how badly they don't fit me anymore.

And yes.. there's a brutal weigh-in at the end.

Run time: 29:09. Shot in 4K at 60 fps.