🌸Brisket-Soaked Fat Fuck🌸
Watch me fully surrender to the greasiest, fattiest BBQ feast I could find:

A massive tray loaded with 
juicy smoked brisket
fall-off-the-bone ribs
savory jalapeno sausages
and a mountain of white rice

Everything is glistening with fat and sauce.
Every bite tastes more sinfully delicious than the last.

I'm hopeless right now: No gym. No discipline. No pretending I care.
No trying to act proper and ladylike. Just a big, greedy, burping,
wobbling mess of a girl letting her appetite control her decisions.

You'll see me tear into this feast like a animal-
gloved up, sauce smeared on my cheeks.
I don't stop. I don't slow down._ I'm barely coming up for air._
I keep stuffing so far past "full."

Then, because my feeder wants to see it...
I do what I've been dreading and avoiding for weeks:
I step onto the scale.
And the number I see is truly demoralizing.
I've erased nearly all of my weight loss progress
since I hit my all-time heaviest last year.

_Oh, and I got a haircut. _☺️