After a quick trip to visit family, I was shocked at how much I'd let myself go. I've been working out and starving myself for the past few weeks, but this trip derailed me more than I even knew. I'm gaining again. And...** I'm heavier than I've ever been.**

I'm over 250 lbs.

It's not my fault! Away from the gym for a week. Halloween candy was everywhere. There was no healthy food in their house. We ate out every day. I just couldn't stop myself.

My feeder has tracked every pound since day one in a private spreadsheet: My starting weight, failed diet attempts, early rapid gains, past peaks- all of it. For the first time ever, we're sharing the full journey on-screen.

Watch me talk through my recent slip up and then step on the scale- locking in the exact number- and a brand new record for me.