another day another stuffing 😵‍💫

I gained 2lbs this weekend eating all that McDonald’s by the wayyy. I’ve been avoiding shakes because if I’m honest I’m soooo nervous. There’s an anxiety that they’ll work sooo well that I’ll be immobile way faster than I can handle 😵‍💫 but at the same time, I bought ice cream to add to the shakes because I’m honestly craving them. I’ve been drinking so many sugary drinks and stuffing so many greasy fried foods I’m pretty sure my brain is becoming a little more addicted than ever. My face has been looking so fucking fat. Anyone would be able to see I’ve been gorging again.

I wake up so hungry at random hours, my belly rumbling. I think of food and my pussy honestly aches and then I’m scouring DoorDash to satisfy my greedy craving. Even now, after eating everything I’ve eaten today, writing this, im starting to feel hungry again. And I hate it. And I love it.

I’m insatiable. It’s something about the submissive piggy brain, I’m so addicted to pleasure. Addicted to satisfaction and grease in a way that makes my heart race. Makes my breathing harder. Makes my pussy wetter. Makes your piggy dumber.

Fast food is soo good because it’s so addicting even when I think it’s not. Even when I pretend it’s not. Even when I don’t care.