i like to call myself "deceivingly dense" 🙂‍↕️💙
this is what 145 lbs looks like on my 4'11 frame LOL

back in my raving days people used to offer to give me shoulder rides so i could see better and i'd always decline because i didn't think they could actually lift me up 💀

(i used to want to be stick skinny but then i saw a tweet that said "body types are kind of like dog breeds and if im a corgi who wants to lose weight to look like an italian greyhound that won’t make me look like an italian greyhound it’ll just make me look like a sick ugly corgi" and it kinda changed how my brain works. NOW I JUST WANNA BE A STRONG CORGI. SO I'VE BEEN STRENGTH TRAINING LATELY. YAY >:D)

(also side note but thank the FUCKING lord my hair is actually growing out. oh my god i feel like it's been short forever)