Post from Ciel Elvie 🐾 · August 13, 2025

Pre TL;DR : No meds, no therapy; raw dogging life. I’m coming down off my meds because I can’t afford em, it’s fucking my sex drive and motivation up. I am trying my best so please bear with me! 🩵🐾

Long personal post but sorry it’s taking me so long to do everything right now. I feel extremely demotivated right now between job searching and this. My take home so far for this month is only around $300 so I’m kind of panicking but i’m hoping it’ll be fine. I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong but please let me know! ^^” I’m sorry and I’ll keep trying 🩵

I’m about to be off my meds because I’m running out. I’m not sure for how long but once I’m stable financially I’ll definitely be going back on them. :3 Coming down off of them is a bit rough, it’s messing with my sex drive and sleep and obviously emotional regulation but I think once it’s out of my system it’ll feel whatever it was before! Im only having a hard time getting out of bed really, but once that passes I think I’ll be making content a lot more frequently.