NEIGHBORS WERE OUTSIDE AND I STILL COULDN’T STOP

Laid out in the backyard thinking I had the place to myself until I heard movement next door and suddenly every sound mattered. The sun hit just right and I could not help myself but I had to slow it down and keep it controlled. Knowing they were that close made it way more intense like I could get caught at any second. Every movement felt louder than it should have and I had to hold back just enough to not give it away. Something about being watched without knowing for sure makes it impossible to stop