#personal rant

sorry I’ve not responded to a lot of messages, I’m going to be honest. I have a new job that I feel totally unqualified for and I spend about 10 hours a day working just trying to make sure I’m contributing enough to keep my job.

I’m a consultant, so I implement configurations in a software for clients, but I don’t understand the terminology, I’m not fast enough, and I keep making mistakes.

I just hope I contribute to this team where I am able to, and to do it well. I need to work on saying no and asking for help. All I want to do is distract myself with creating content but I know what’s not a good habit and I need to stay professional and diligent during the work hours. It just seems so much sometimes. I don’t want to just get by, I want to make these clients proud and my team proud.

Every day I try harder. I hope to make your proud here ♥️ I value that. You guys mean the world to me

Xoxo
Chanelle