Christmas times always hard for me, probably the 5th year I’ll be alone with no one to spend it with, it breaks my heart, I feel I have nothing left of my to give anyone anymore. I wanna show up and be enough but I feel so empty this time of year, please be patient with me and show me some grace as I’m trying so hard to post well also loooking after myself. I just wanna break down and cry lowkey cause I can’t take another year doing this alone.