You may be wondering, where tf did Athena go...I kind of vanished the last couple weeks or so. Without going into too much detail, I'm suffering. Hopefully soon I won't be... I'm very anemic at the moment and dealing with a particular issue that arouse years back... and it's hit me like a brick wall. I'm trying to my best to stay afloat, life is very overwhelming for me right now. They say money can't buy happiness, but I do think it would lift a huge burden off my already heavy shoulders... LOL I'm sure many of us can relate to that though... anyways, I love MOST of you ;) And miss you! I have another Dr appt this afternoon for an internal ultrasound (yay- so fun! hehe! eye roll) I have a medicine I've been prescribed until I can get into a specialist LATE NOVEMBER which is INSANE I even have to wait that long to be seen. I don't want to take the medicine because I'm scared and fuckin suck at taking shit I've never taken... I'm the type of person that doesn't even take ibuprofen unless I feel like I'm going to croke. Anyways, I need to suck it up and could use positive vibes & words of encouragement (I've given you plenty of "encouragement" throughout the years winky face now it's my turn! lol)