(There are more details in the comments)

Sooooooo…

This is a multi-dimensional sensory and emotional situation for me.

I am very upset that I just gave away 10 subscriptions…. I accidentally set up a promo for “free” and am absolutely devastated I did that.

Everyone here has paid to subscribe…and I have always had a clear separation between my paid content and my free content (Reddit). So I also was upset for having ten people on here…who did not “earn” their access like everyone else.

It might take me a bit to get over this. Since I have such a reasonably priced page…. I already under-value my content.

I feel sooooo gross discovering this. I went from super excited to extremely devastated in such a quick succession- I feel sick to my stomach.