Post from šš§Twinkiebelleš§š Ā· October 13, 2024
Hey everyone,
First I just want to thank everyone whoās stuck around while Iāve been gone. I appreciate you all so much and the support means so much to me. I just want to kind of update you all on what Iāve been up to and why I havenāt been around much this year.
So, Iāve been extremely overwhelmed this year. Back in 2023 most of my content was leaked. Now I know this comes with the territory, but it was still heartbreaking. I was tempted to at that point, but I didnāt quit. Unfortunately though, my income dropped considerably after the leak to the point where I had to pick up a vanilla job. It wasnāt the worst move in the world. Honestly itās been great. I love my job so much and Iām very happy with where Iām at in life right now.
Does this mean that Iām done? Am I retiring? Am I losing weight now? WLS? Ozempic? Hell no. But the fact of the matter is, I weigh over 500 pounds now andā¦thatās a whole lot of me to carry around. Iām not complaining at all. I love being this big, but itās exhausting at times. Iām at the point where Iām starting to lose my mobility and that has made balancing my job with making content very difficult. I can still stand up and move around for short periods but Iām in serious need of a scooter. Iāve been filming new content and I canāt WAIT for you to see how much fatter I am now. Iāve got a new weigh in filmed and coming out soon that I think everyone will be VERY happy with. Iāve also got a bunch of before and afters Iāll be posting to celebrate the crazy gain Iāve had this year.
That said, there are going to be changes to my content.
Going forward, I can no longer do any kind of workout videos. It was too much for me like 150 lbs ago, Iām definitely not able to do them at my current size. You may see some walking videos in the future but basically anything beyond that is a no go. Im just too out of shape now. If you REALLY want something like that for a custom, I can consider it and see if I can manage but itās going to be expensive. My poor back.
I no longer have a goal weight. First it was 400, then 450, then 500 came and I blew right past that. I honestly have no idea how big Iām going to end up getting. My appetite is insane now and I just canāt stop eating. My body very clearly wants to keep growing so Iām just going to let myself go and weāll see how big I end up. Iām still gonna be posting weigh-ins, but also Iāve officially outgrown my scale again so I need to upgrade to that 700lb talking one before Iāll be able to do anymore of those.
My vanilla job pays the bills and keeps me fed so I have to prioritize that now, but Iām going to stay on OF and try to post at least once a week for now. I want to do more but Iām trying to keep things more manageable right now while Iām adjusting to the new weight.
So thatās it. Iām excited to be back and bigger than ever and I canāt wait to show everyone whatās new on my site.
