Small life update:
I am sorry about the lack of posting, things have been hard this week and I am just trying to make it through. Started a new job under the promise of being able to work in a sitting position, and have been on my feet running all day on the job instead. My fibromyalgia has not been happy about it, and its hard to be in the mood to make content when my job is causing me pain in my off time. Stress from it has caused an acne flare up. Bad mental health causes me to pick at it, picked at acne doesn't do well being covered by makeup, self confidence drops. It's been a fun ride. I'm telling myself it's okay to not be okay, still working on believing it.