I think my boss wants me to gain weight?! My to do list started out pretty average, check emails, file paperwork. As I scrolled down my tasks, I saw lunch and funnel feed myself heavy cream?! That stuff is like 50 calories per tablespoon!!! That’s absolutely insane. My supervisor keeps doing stuff like this. I’ve gained so much weight since getting this job, I’m basically spilling out of my work uniform! I think there are cameras in my office to watch me eat too! My boss messages me what or how much to eat, or both. I was shocked in the beginning of this, it’s so taboo, it’s so crazy to think about…but as I was doing it….something inside of me was so satisfied. It was fun and filling. What will my to do lists consist of in the future? I’m already near 300 pounds, how am I gonna look after another year of this?!

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