I've been used and aboosed with trying to do freelance work (alongside my family situation) and I will not be back until after July 4th, but the shitty silver lining on the shitty cloud is I've been so busy with people putting me through hell I have been neglecting my basic needs and have lost a lot of weight in a month because I keep forgetting to eat 😬

But in turn I feel less yucky about myself. Like in the last 30 days the photo above and the last post of myself are the only two times I've put on makeup and dressed up. I am feeling like I would like to do that more if I wasn't so busy 😭 OnlyFans just isn't very reliable for income so I feel like I need to pick up all the other work I can (which is also isnt enough so I accept everything) and I become overwhelmed

Time to get my nightly 4-5 hours of sleep I allow myself rn. Thank you for being patient with me.