Happy Christmas Eve to all who celebrate and i hope everyone is having a wonderful winter holiday of the preference.

2025 decided to kick my life squarely in the balls repeatedly one more time before the year was out and I don't think I'm getting anything else out before the end of the year but I'm hoping I can push through for something right at the first days of the year. I'd like to customs but I don't think I have it in me, emotions are strong and bad.

I apologize I cannot hold up on what I'd like to do, this has honestly been one of the worst years in my entire life. Hopefully 2026 will have less hardships cuz even just a boring nothing special year would be multitudes better.