Should I film with a 25 year old personal trainer?

As many of you know, I haven’t had sex in over a year. I last filmed with my exhusband. I had gone back and forth with him for years, because he refused to keep a job and I was into a powerlifter. When I finally got the powerlifter, he turned out to be absolute shit. Evil and manipulative. Worst person I have ever met. Now that the nightmares about him have finally stopped, and my divorce from the other one has been final for a few months, I’m finally ready to move on.

A few months ago we got a new personal trainer at the gym I manage. I’ve been working with him a lot because I run the personal training program, manage the gym’s social media accounts, and he has gotten into powerlifting (which I coach,) to expand his fitness knowledge from just bodybuilding. Over the last few months I’ve realized that I can actually stand spending time with him, even though he’s a man. I actually feel comfortable with him, in a way that I’ve only ever felt with my last husband who was my best friend for a decade. So I should be able to pull off having sex with him, instead of dumping him before I have to touch him like I’ve done to everyone else for the last year!

The only problem he’s 25. I’m 38. I’m used to dating old fat men. I’m going to have to put the snacks down and shave my pussy for this! 🤣