Hey fans and followers, I'm coming clean. I wanted to let you all know about why I’ve fallen off the radar. For over a year now I have not been able to bottom, but now I'm coming back! Back at the end of 2023 in between vaccines for MPX i caught it pretty bad all up, in, and around my hole, which kind of devastated the area. Ever since then I've had a weak spot that causes recurring anal fissures which have kept me out of the game. If you can imagine– a self-identified all-star bottom like myself, not being able to have sex-- it’s been cataclysmically awful. Since then I've seen a score of butt doctors and even had one unnecessary surgery to try and correct the problem. Every rabbit hole for recovery I went down ended up with the name of this doctor in NYC– Evan Goldstein. He seems to be the only game in town for doctors who actually appreciate the anus as a sexual organ. So. I finally flew all the way across the continent to see him, and I'm so glad I did. He performed surgery on me yesterday, and now I'm confident I'll be making a glorious comeback soon. I’m sorry I didn’t trust you to be on my side from the beginning. I just really lost hope there for a while, but now I'm so hopeful. I really appreciate you all for sticking with me during my downturn, even though I kept you in the dark about it all. I love you all so much.