Real talk - every time life gets me overly anxious or starts..

Real talk - every time life gets me overly anxious or starts to feel really difficult I lay in bed and think about how badly I want someone to fuck me while they tell me it’s all going to be okay and that everything will work out in the end. And idk if I should go to therapy over that or just find someone who is down to have that type of intimacy with me 🤷‍♀️