Personal & vulnerable post because i want you all to know how much i appreciate you 💙💙💙.

I've never let my chest wall condition (Pectus Excavatum) stop me from having fun, modeling, having awesome sex or wearing sexy lingerie even if no bras ever fit me because of how deep my bones go in the middle.
But i will admit it's always made me feel different & it's been one of my insecurities for a long time. I don't think there are many women out there without any insecurities lol.
I know im beautiful, imperfect but still beautiful.
Thank you all for making me feel sexy even on the days i feel it less. You don't know how much it means for me 💙.

I was told i was ugly so many times ,in school & later in a really fuktup relationship, that i actually believed it.

I managed to free myself from him. I made amazing friends who would tell me im crazy for thinking that, that im gorgeous, that i never deserved all that. I found my man in 2012 🖤. He helped me grow confidence way more & love myself. He thinks im beautiful & hot even when im sick & really look like ass lol. He never puts me down. It's completely different 💙.

I never thought i would one day have the kind of confidence i have now. It will always be something to work on. I can't help still hearing my exs voice in my head telling me all the things he used to say. I don't think i can completely forget. But the more time passes, the less I care when i hear it. I think Fuck off or completely ignore 😜.

Having you here even if im not perfect really helps me 💙. I know some of you might be bothered by my chest & that's okay i completely understand . But none of you have ever complained about it. You've all been so damn respectful or sweet as hell. Many of you are truly fucking amazing & i wish i could give you back some of the confidence you give me. Specially those of you who have insecurities. You never know, someone might love you even more because of whatever makes you insecure. It's all about perspective. 💙

I might get it fixed cosmeticly one day but i will never hide my scars. I want to remember my progress. Thanks for being part of it, even if temporary. You make a difference 💙💋

XOXOXOX