I've realised over the many breaks I've had to take from this that part of the reason coming back to it is so hard is cause I'm not really happy with the current shape I'm in, both physically and mentally. I'd like to be happy with the way my body looks and be confident enough with myself that I can set proper boundaries when it comes to all of this. So I'm gonna take a break, but this time I'm gonna work on myself so I can come back better! Thank you all for the support as always and I'll see you soon 🥰