Hello, everyone 👋

I'm sorry for not giving you an update sooner. I'm sure many of you have noticed my absence and are frustrated with the lack of response. I could list 20+ reasons why I have not been active, but it's as simple as I'm incapable of doing so at this time. There are people I love who need my help and I've had to take a step back to prioritize their wellbeing. I have failed at balancing my personal life and my responsibility to deliver what I have promised to all of you.

This is extremely difficult for me to admit because I like to think of myself as a strong and capable woman who can do it all. I've been hesitant to open up about how much I am struggling because I don't want to disappoint anyone, but I've already done that.

I take pride in being able to respond and deliver things in a timely matter and I have not been able to do that. I will respond to everyone's messages and deliver everything that is owed even though I know I am far behind and may have destroyed the trust I have worked so hard to build with people. If you're angry with me, I take responsibility. It is my fault for taking on too much at once and not communicating.

I have been feeling an immense amount of pressure to constantly deliver subscription worthy content on a daily basis for quite a while. For that reason, I created a free page some time ago in the hope that I would eventually be able to transition to something more manageable. I never announced the creation of this page because I held onto the belief that I would somehow figure out a way to manage both. I'm finally acknowledging to myself and everyone else that I'm incapable right now. I believe it would be better for my mental health to alleviate some of the expectations that come with subscription based services. I'd like to get back to feeling creatively inspired and I don't think that's possible with this current setup.

I don't know when I will start creating content on a regular basis again, but I can tell you that I am actively working towards it and I hope to be able to do so as soon as I possibly can.

For those of you who have stuck around, thank you for always supporting me and understanding that I'm a normal human with ups and downs. If you'd like to follow my free page it's, @blazefyrefree