Give ma a safe space to talk to someone who I actually care about and out my current life situation please?!?

Really sick of just being blown off, shunned, misunderstood, and most importantly, stolen from.

I'm on my own with all of this, even my partner is just on a mission to just get the most wrecked, every year, on my birthday, must be asleep and snoring before the days over.

Just feels like I'm with a grumpy old man and I can't cope anymore.