Post from HellaAssBella · February 22, 2025
My post this morning was me being upset. Someone made me feel like my content wasn't worth it. I don't know what the expectation was, but this isn't a professional porn studio. I am just a regular person with normal things to do during the day and doing nsfw content at night. I try my best and I am sorry if I didn't meet your needs.
I think the thing that makes me stand out the most is that I am just a regular person. I'm not Amouranth or some other girl with thousands of followers with a team of people answering messages. Its just me. Answering the messages, making the content, editing it, marketing it, posting it on 8 different platforms, making captions and ultimately spending hours and hours of my time to make a few bucks to afford a coffee every once in awhile. Maybe you think I have hundreds of followers or something and am making alot of money. I have made about $600 in 5 years of doing this(Including every other platform) and $170 of that being from 3 custom videos that I made for people recently.. That $170 was immediately spent to repair my trucks driver side wheel bearing. I have never been able to pay a single bill doing this despite spending 8 or more hours on the computer per day. The truth is I am really struggling day in and day out and you don't even know the half of my personal life.
When money gets tight, I have to find other ways to make money which takes me away from content creation. Because internet, water, electricity has to be paid. Right now I am making about $50 a month on subs. Can you pay all your bills with $50? Don't get me wrong, Every dollar helps. But you get what I mean right? I cant live of $50 and unlimited free semen.
I'm freezing my ass off inside my bus right now because we are going through a winter storm. My pipes are frozen. My butt is burnt from the fireplace. I started my period. My content apparently isn't enough. I am feeling pretty beat up right now.
I cant promise you things are going to get better instantly, but staying subbed drives me to make better content for you.