pic for your attention lol

cuz i'm letting y'all know that i'm taking a break. to be honest, i'm completely burned out and i have been for a while. i'm struggling to be creative, struggling to reply to anyone (even people irl that i love), struggling to take care of myself. consistently self conscious of both my looks and the things i work hard on. it sucks! it really sucks, and i know even looking from the outside in, i'm not going through any great hardships, i have it very easy in life. and yet! the mental illness has be gripped by the balls lmao.

i don't want to be gone too long. there's some worm in my brain that says "if you dont create SOMETHING then you'll explode" so yeah, i just... hope the desire to do more than bedrot returns to me soon.

if you're one of the lovely folks who got me wishlist gifts lately, worry not, i'll send some 'thank you' try on pics soon! thank you everyone for being kind and patient and i'm sorry