GUYS, guess who I’m going to be meeting TOMORROW: MY EX HUSBAND!
My OG fans will remember him from my videos years ago. I haven’t spoken to this man in TWO WHOLE YEARS! Never in my wildest dreams did I think we would EVER connect again.
He texted me to let me know that a fan sent something from my Amazon wishlist to his address, thinking I still lived there. Acting on impulse, I called him to hear his voice. We ended up speaking over the phone for hours until 1 AM catching up -- it was like no time passed at all between us! He will be meeting me TOMORROW to drop off the package and hang out with me for a few hours.
My heart’s pounding fast when I think about meeting him again... I have such a mixed bag of emotions, I don't know how to feel... He's going to take my breath away as soon as I see him... I just know it...
I don't think people understand just what kind of relationship we had. We had a love that was SO INTENSE, timeless, and hard-hitting. I lived 30 years and never experienced love like that in my life.
People write books and make movies about love like that. He set the bar so high, he just set me up to be disappointed no matter who I end up with. He was ALWAYS the one for me, my one and only person. The first time I ever cried from happiness in my life, was when I was overwhelmed with happy emotion, because of the tremendous love that he showed me and my family.
He met me back during a time in my life when I was fat and poor. I had a 40 inch waist and had no money and was in a dark spot in life. But he still loved me and called me the most beautiful and stayed by my side. He loved me during a time when most men would not have even looked my way or given me the time of day.
He motivated me and transformed me into what I am today. Finding loyalty like that, when you are at your absolute lowest in life, is so incredibly rare, you must cherish and seize it when it comes your way!
As a side note, I am also excited to show him my new body! 😈 I was 135 lbs 22% body fat when we last saw each other. Now I am 140 lbs 18% body fat. I hope he likes my new look!
Wonder if I can convince him to star in a video again? 😈 I am not even kidding you guys, this man has the hardest dick I’ve EVER felt in my entire LIFE! He has the ability to hit spots inside my pussy that NO MAN has ever hit!
He was literally a virgin when we met. Me being the virgin slayer, I took his virginity when he was age 30, and he has always been THE BEST fucking lay of my life! Just goes to show experience doesn't mean jack shit when it comes to sex. Also goes to show it's not the size that counts, but the hardness that matters the most (he was 6 inches but easily the hardest cock I've EVER felt).
I don't want to jinx anything by getting too excited... but damn I am a whirlwind of emotions right now. I am REALLY hoping we have sex, but I am not sure if he will agree... he's not at all sex-driven. He's totally the opposite of me. Which, for me, was one of his appeals. I tend to prefer men who are the opposite of me for dating, whereas for friendship, I prefer men who are similar to me.
Wish me luck! He texted me the next morning after our phone call to tell me how great it was to talk to me again, so I am feeling mighty hopeful! 🤩 He offered to take me out to dinner, but I plan on inviting him to my place and cooking him his favorite meal: A5 wagyu, asparagus, and potatoes. I told him if he is happy with the meal I cook, he can treat me to dinner next time we meet, and he said, "Of course!" 🤩
I am SCREAMING and literally JUMPING UP AND DOWN with excitement!!!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩 I always prayed I would one day see him again... if not in this lifetime, then in another lifetime. My biggest regret in this lifetime was messing things up with him.
Do you think I will have a chance to redeem myself when I see him tomorrow?
POLL TIME: How should I dress? Should I dress to the nines and wear a fancy dress, or should I go casual and wear a tank and shorts?