at night i become… different

i’m just laying there, but my mind is chaos
from “what if you were here with me right now…”
to some way too deep thoughts about life

sometimes i wanna be bad
like really break rules, tease, play… not stop

and a minute later i’m thinking
why people even get drawn to each other
and if it’s possible to be real… completely

kinda weird, right?

i can laugh, be bold like always
but at night… i’m more honest
and a little more dangerous

if you were here with me now…
would you handle my thoughts?

or run away after the first one… 😈