Update on my dad 🥺💕

Hey, little life update. I've been kinda radio silent, and I've been dealing with a lot this year... curveball after curveball. From getting sick multiple times, to my endometriosis making it hard to work some days (still looking at ways to manage that).

Dad got his pacemaker a little while back. Things were going okay, but then he started complaining about pain, said he didn't feel right. He went to the hospital, they ran tests, found fluid around his heart. 3 days later his BP suddenly dropped to 60, and for a moment he was gone. But his pacemaker didn't let him go. They stabilized him, got him on meds, did an ultrasound, and found the fluid had grown 10x in size. They were able to reach the area and pulled out 700cc's of fluid around his heart. It's probably the pacemaker, we still don't know the full cause, but we got lucky he was in the right place at the right time.

It's been a week since this happened so he's home now. Safe. And his afib has actually gone away, at least for now 🙏 I don't have words for how relieved I am.

But truth be told, because of this and a ton of other things... I've been highly unmotivated and my mental health has been in the pits because of my own health and his. But my dad is proud of me and what I've accomplished in life, despite what the internet might believe because of the nature of my job. And if he were to go, which I hope with everything in me he does not, I'd need to step up for my family ❤️ It's given me a drive I didn't know I had, honestly.

I'll be real with you, since I started this I've always tried to stay true to myself. Who you see is not a character. Sometimes I don't even know why I share this stuff, but at the end of the day I'm human, just like you, and the lines get blurred so easily these days, especially with robots and AI running everything now. So I guess I'm telling you this because I need to, for me. Hopefully it helps you too, in some weird way. 💕

I've been doing this 6 years and I'm not going anywhere. That's the real update, and I appreciate you being here through it, truly.

Content's coming back to its regular schedule, and I'll be sending out messages again 💕 If you're able to subscribe, grab videos, custom pics/vids, rates, etc., I'd genuinely appreciate it, but no pressure if you can't right now.

Love you. 💕💕💕💕